dear diary,
so ive decided to become a youtube whore. thats right i said it. im going to record everything on video and post it all the time. look out! ready or not here i come!!!! lol but seriously its kinda cool...
anywho. things have been alright i guess... not like amazing but not really effed up either. jaim and i are slowly getting back to normal.. i still feel like im getting the shit end of the stick when it comes to certain things. and i realize jaim gets the shit end of others.. i wish she could just think about how we're both getting the shit of the stick, agree to disagree, and go on with our merry little lives. i really want to stop fighting with her.. its getting to the point where i dont even want to be around her when shes bitching at me. i think it would help both of us as indivisuals as well as a couple if she could just hold her tongue once in a while.. i dont just start shit with her all the time, but she loves it seems. its her choice whether or not to start or keep going a fight. i always want the fight to end.. but she just keeps it going. i think from now on im just going to ignore her until she learns to control herself and choose her battles.
all that being said, things arent as bad as they have been in the passed.. and i look at that as the glass half full :)
i'll keep you posted ;)
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