dear diary,
just chillin here in fort for the weekend. its nice to see my friends and family.
i think im beginning to be out of the party scene.. or at least a different kind of partying. last night was broing as tits to me. i think it was the fact that there was like no one there. and by no one i mean there wasnt enough of MY kind of people there... it was mostly the poeple that i hated/hated me in high school. and for some reason whenever i see them out at the same events i am, i get nervous and am instantly in a bad mood. i dunno how they feel about me either.. cause i think if they were over the highschool bullshit they would actually say hi to me. but they dont. and all my real friends hang out with them too, so my real friends end up ditching me sometimes. ok all the time. because they are the cool crowd and im not. but oh well... who really gives a fuck any more. i just cant wait for my life to begin.
ill keep ya posted ;)
just chillin here in fort for the weekend. its nice to see my friends and family.
i think im beginning to be out of the party scene.. or at least a different kind of partying. last night was broing as tits to me. i think it was the fact that there was like no one there. and by no one i mean there wasnt enough of MY kind of people there... it was mostly the poeple that i hated/hated me in high school. and for some reason whenever i see them out at the same events i am, i get nervous and am instantly in a bad mood. i dunno how they feel about me either.. cause i think if they were over the highschool bullshit they would actually say hi to me. but they dont. and all my real friends hang out with them too, so my real friends end up ditching me sometimes. ok all the time. because they are the cool crowd and im not. but oh well... who really gives a fuck any more. i just cant wait for my life to begin.
ill keep ya posted ;)
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