dear diary,
so yeah ive already decided that im not going to continue the whole "journal # whatever" anymore. its wasting my life. so i have some fabulous news... i get to wait til the end of the summer before i know if im in nursing or not.. of course... after having my hopes up... oh well...
not having a good day today... keep thinking about what im going to do if i cant be in nursing next year. its really hard to not think about it. it really makes me wanna cry. i have to put mine and jaim's life together on hold another year because of my insolence. Im disgusted with myself. i know this is my depression talking. but i just pray that i get in. then all this can go away.
i'll keep you posted ;)
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